I feel like I'm saying the wrong things...maybe I'm not wanted...or maybe I'm just plain too sensitive! I feel like such a screw up...or I think too much!

Tomorrow I've gotta go with dad to the bowling alley...I don't wanna go but I have to so I can get the stuff I need...and I...I dunno. So much going through my head tonight.

I'm sorry if I have offended anyone on any of the boards...I feel like such a bad, unwanted person anymore...I think everything I say here is wrong...or if I say it anywhere.

I get so confused...and maybe my anxiety is partly to blame...I'm just so afraid of so many things that my fear of things gets in the way of everything.

What if I offended someone? What if I'm not good enough? What if I did the wrong thing? Did I do this right? Could I be better and not so bad???