I'm just in waiting mode. I had my weekly therapy (video) and it was OK. My therapist thinks I'm coping and planning in a reasonable and healthy way. I have some anxiety, but it's not as bad as panic. At least not yet. My therapist and I discussed things I can do to prevent possible panic on May 8. Or, if the result is something totally different, I'm almost going to feel strangely let down. Not having a result that would upend my life, being a let down? Maybe in a way.

My husband and I have so much stuff. Really, most of it is my husband's stuff. Tomorrow is a bulk garbage/stuff pickup day for my street. I tried to encourage hubby to consider putting a few things out, but he refused. We have some things that if we will move abroad, that I would want to sell or get rid of first. It's not even as if you can easily sell anything during this pandemic. We've had garage sales in the past (which we couldn't have now during the pandemic) and people only want to give a pittance of what some things are worth. Craig's List seems to attract a bunch of half criminals that you have screen out. Boo!