For this place. I'm a mum of four lovely children. I have broken the cycle of my childhood abuse and use kindness and discussion with my kids it has helped us build a trusting loving relationship which is opposite to what I grew up with I had a mum who I feel because I keep forgetting things and I stopped eating hardly and also I sometimes don't hear what my children are saying to me. I frequently get my heart racing from flashbacks which is something I can't see when they are coming and so I'm thinking they will get less with time but sometimes I think my brain is just like this now and I have to try and live with it.