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Katiesue4 · 09:38 PM

Hello everyone,
My name is Katie. I am here to seek a support system out side of my family, mainly my husband. He has been my biggest support system. I am going to share some things about myself. I am a mom of 4 kids and have been married for 14 yrs. I suffer from PTSD, BPD and depression. I am going to be very open about the things I have been through to given you an idea of my trauma. I will apologize now from me sharing my trauma if I happen to trigger anyone while sharing. That is not my intention.

I grow up with my father being a alcoholic and abuse of to my mother. I have witness a lot of

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physical abuse including my father at one point stabbing my mother in the shoulder. When I was 7 yrs old I came home with 3 of my sisters (I have 6 sisters). We found our mother dead on the bathroom floor. That sight gave me nightmares for over two years. At the age of 9, myself and two of my youngest sisters were taken away from my father because he also attempted to commit suicide. That lasted about 3 months. Then by the age of 12 we got taking away from my dad again. My self, my twin and the 3rd youngest lived with my second oldest sister. During that time I witness more abuse with my sister and her husband. I also at the age of 12 to 14 was sexual molested by 4 different perpetrator. One was attempted rape at 13.

By time I was 16 I moved into my first husbands house. I got pregnant and married by the age of 17. My first husband was a abuse of alcoholic. By time I was pregnant for my second daughter at 18 I had filled for a divorce. By 19 I found my husband I am with today. One last thing I will share is in 2015 I had found out

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my own father molested my 3 daughters and I put him in prison.

Once I did that it tour my family apart. 5 of my sisters took my dads side and during the court process it was just my husband by myside.

I have emotional roller coasters a lot and its not healthy for myself or my family. I have been in therapy for 7 years and now seeking more help. Due to the emotional roller coasters not getting any better.