I am severely depressed -- it is hitting me like a TON of bricks. He arrived home and we ran errands together and got takeout for dinner. We've spent the last 2 hours together, driving around, and my mood has swung way low. I am depressed being around his company right now. He is picking up on something being wrong, and on me not being my normal bubbly cheerful self. I am not telling him. I feel it's best right now. I simply told him I felt "blah". It will eventually come out somehow.