Christina, that sounds so horrible! Sending positive thoughts and strong wishes of healing to your husband. Sending hugs to you to stay strong during this great challenge, as well. You are clearly a wonderful wife (and nurse) who loves your husband very much. He is lucky to have you! If at all possible, please find some little time for you to relax during this stress. We care very much about you here and know that your husband wants you well, as well.