Thank y'all for your input and advice. Yes, my mother never taught me to find a good man. When I had a bad marriage, she just blamed me for it. So, I've been searching for the one. The Muslim man and I are good friends. He supports me emotionally and mentally. He is good to me. He knows about my illness and reminds me to take care of myself. He is like father and friend. He is very attractive though. He plans to meet me one day, whenever that is. I like him for now. I have a lot on my plate now with work anyways. I need to focus on my job because it takes a lot out of me. I am happy with my life now although I don't have a man in person. We talk daily and he tells me to be independent and free. He was not happy I was dating men who wanted sex from me. He said if you don't need me, I will go. I thought about what he said and realized he likes me as a woman too. I guess, such is life. I like him too so it is not a worrisome point. He advises me and knows me and my family's dynamics well. He is understanding and supportive. I need him as a friend. I would miss him if he left me. He is separated but still married. He gives me much of his time and energy. He wants to come here and live too. Thus, I will see him eventually. He will come by himself. His family have their own lives. I don't expect marriage from him. For me, his support and friendship mean more to me than expecting marriage. I do like him. And, so it goes.