Well, it's our wedding anniversary today and I am crying. He is irritable this morning and not feeling good. He kissed me goodbye and grumbled "happy anniversary" - no cheer, no real joy.

This is a nightmare. My worst nightmare right now. My parents are sending super sweet and happy text messages to us, and I am crying. They have no idea what's going on.

We haven't had sex in 3 weeks either. Our sex has dwindled down to barely anything at all anymore - 1-2 times per month, maybe, if I am lucky? I have brought it to his attention as a problem, and he said "we'll work on it". Has anything changed since? NO. He gave me a little something this past weekend to satisfy me at least, but we haven't had intercourse in 3 weeks.

This is not the life I want to live.