If I’ve learnt something is that it’s not good to rush into taking any decision, especially, when I’m in a vulnerable moment. It normally takes me to regret, hurt myself and hurt others.
In the same way, I don’t trust when someone is making me to make a choice before I’m ready or other different than my own pace.

Your muslim friend surely is a nice person but you need time to put your head in order. I saw you in the thread going back and forth in a rush, without following your head but your heart.

@Luvyoursel pointed out wise words for you.
Make this list of the man you want as a partner in life or as a friend. Don’t apart from these requirements unless you take your time to reflect on it.