I'm feeling anxious and numb at the same time. It's a weird feeling. It seems like my life might return to normal with my job and all in late August or September. Too damn long. I'm keeping busy, staying social, working part time where I can. So I'm not in a bad place. But I can't go to the gym or do other stuff I enjoy and I miss the usual people I talk to face to face. I'm even missing some of my co-workers who do not exactly have good work ethic. Staying positive is tough.

My employer has benefits with a counselling service, so I'm taking them up on that.

I wish I could take a bus or train to a small town and come back when everything is normal.