I haven't been on here since before my last hospitalization. Recovery is an intensely slow climb this time, probably because my partner left me due to some things I did when I was manic. I depended on him a lot and it's way different to attempt this by myself. At least I have my parents which has been a huge help, I'm very thankful for them. I'm coming back here for support, especially because things are going so slow this time around. I'm hoping to find the sense of community I've gotten before from this place.