Hey NeedHelp104,

When I was in my twenties (51 now) I felt exactly the same way as you described. A lot of young people do I've come to realize. It can be a difficult and lonely journey, yes. Of course one feels shame, especially when others are giving you discouraging comments. I remember that, as well. In other respects, my path through life has been slightly different to yours but I'd just like to say, you're right in thinking things will eventually change. They did for me in many different ways, and they were such good times. All you have to do is keep going and just know you have nothing to be ashamed of. You sound like you have your head screwed on right, to be honest, but please, try to dispel the self shame. You don't need that extra baggage, it's just a fabrication in the mind and not a reality.

Keep going, stay focused on your goals, and believe me, there'll be a lady out there who likes you. It's inevitable, friend.