Ok so I'm dating a guy I'm not attracted to. He looks good as far as compatibility on paper, he's very sweet to me. My arms worker said he'd be a healthy relationship, one of my goals.
But I'm attracted to the married guy, whose bad for me on every level. And because of our differences I wouldn't want to marry him anyway.
But I can't date two guys forever it's not fair to the good guy whose really into me. I'm really trying to give him a chance but i can't seem to let go of married guy. Even though he's married which used to stop me. I don't know if it's just the forbidden fruit. Or what but logically i don't want him. But emotionally we click.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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