Same here. I've been arguing with my psychiatrist for ages over his diagnosis of PTSD. He's explained about explicit memory problems, but I find it really hard to believe in a trauma I can't recall. I've tried searching for drugs that get rid of all inhibitions so I can remember the alleged trauma/s, but I'm yet to find anything. Far as I can tell anticholinergics like scopolamine might fit the bill, but I haven't found anything to confirm it. Plus I'd have to tape a recording device to myself and hope I didn't take it off while under.