I have said i stay away from women as i do not want to be used by them when they want something. But recently criminal behaviour in my apartment complexe leads to them approaching me to write the management. It suits me too as I want rid of the criminals too but as soon as they are finished they go back to their families. i knew they would but still feel a bit used. The caught me by surprise, I did not think they would approach me or else would have told them tocontact the police or management themselves


I miss my parents. I think society does not care about people except for happy people all of celebrations are for them


Days like mothers day is for people who still have them

I still text my friend who give me things but I am careful what i say

I do not much miss people much to be honest. Most are a pain in the arse full of themselves and know everything. I only want to have a girlfriend and am depressed a lot due not having. But women I meet are coupled, not interested or they are interested in me but I do not return this feeling.


I have to have a scan which may show a reason for my fatigue and if so it may be treatable