I need to know how to interpret something that was said last session, and I mean really NEED to know, or I am going to obsess about this for the next week, drive myself and everyone around me crazy over it, hate T, hate myself, ruin my entire week worrying about it, possibly call this whole T thing off, etc, etc, etc.

My question is whether or not it is appropriate to email or leave a message and ask what was meant by something that was said, and if so, is it appropriate to expect a response before next session?

As I said I NEED TO KNOW, but I also don't want T to think I care about what is said in session that much. I don't want T to think I'm a pathetic loser with nothing to think about except a very insignificant remark made in session.