Thank you so much for your kind response.

I hope I can have some clarity then maybe point in the right direction with all of this.

I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety over 10 years ago but I do not feel like this reflects my current mind state. I’m wondering if I am now suffering from another mental disorder due to all of this. I just want to feel stable and strong again like I once was!

I completely agree with the thought that abuse damages the brain. I have been reading some studies.

I have always been intuitive and self aware which is a blessing and a pain at the same time. Wish I was “away with the fairies” as they say sometimes haha.

I’m so glad to hear you are on a path to healing due to medication and therapy.

Good luck for the future and I hope your journey continues a positive one always