My surgery got postponed to Friday at a different hospital. I'm worried I'm going to mess something up major because the instructions are given over the phone mostly and the written instructions I got aren't very clear. On the bright side, my mixed episode is over, or at least taking a break for a couple days. I'm anxious it's going to come back. My episodes sometimes do that; they'll take a break for a day or two and when I get excited it's over they'll come back and hit me like a train. I did have an increase in my Risperdal last week and I'm at the highest dose now so hopefully it's kicking in and actually doing its job. I slept pretty good last night too. I restarted the prazosin so no nightmares except the first night when I fell asleep at 6am.
Overall doing much better but still an anxious mess.