I had a lovely birthday and Mother’s Day. It was nice to be with family and to visit with my nephew especially. Hopefully, I’ll see him a few more times before boot camp starts. We didn’t social distance although I attempted to by setting up everything outside. We migrated to the dining room table. Hope everything turns out ok. My sister made lasagna and my favorite carrot cake.

I’m really disappointed at missing my two week trip to Florida but it starts May 31st and it’s just not worth my life. I mentioned I’m going to a week long time share in the Smoky Mountains the third week of June to visit M on her internship. That will be nice. The pool is about to open as well any day now. Some things to look forward to as this coronavirus situation is weighing heavier and heavier on me. It’s suffocating. I’ve handled it productively and positively until now.

For the past two days I’ve been in a really bad mood. I rarely have bad moods but I’ve been irritable (extremely), impatient, curt and yelling at the pets getting up underfoot. So unlike me. I don’t know whether it’s the start of a cycle but I’ll keep an eye on it.

This week we will be celebrating my mom’s 85th birthday. So blessed to have her in my life. I have many blessings to be grateful for. I list them out everyday.

I hope everyone is safe and well. Warm regards to all and hugs to those that are struggling.