Thread: Marriage may need to end: enormous grief and sadness
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Old May 12, 2020, 03:19 PM
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Originally Posted by AzulOscuro View Post
What I’m worried about is that you seem to be scared of telling him. Am I wrong? Noone deserves to live with fear.
I’ve been all my life since my adolescence with fears. Fears to be socially inept. And it’s so hard.
I guess you feel kind of similar since from your posts I knew you had PTSD.
Well, my PTSD gets triggered when he yells at me. So I'm worried about being able to firmly tell him this when my PTSD is triggered.

I am scared only because I fear he won't fight for us or for me and that means the marriage needs to end. I do love him still. Even though that love has waned, I do love him.
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