hey. You know I feel exacly the same way I do! your friends do care a little. but for the most time they have no idea how you feel. what i try to do is forget about the feeling and try to brain wash myself that there is hope, there is better life and better SHE. dont think about the past. think about the future. funny i post this reply 2 second after i posted exactly same thing what you said. See, there is purpose and there is a better life. We all could help each other out!