Thank you for your comforting words, divine1966. I probably need to pitch in more with the planning for the group instead of going with the flow. Thankfully during this time I’ve also found some people (also some more best friends) who have been a bit smarter during this whole mess and that could’ve helped so far with taking my mind off the other friends who I talked about.

I can get tested but this episode happened a couple of weeks before the virus hit my county, about 2 hours southwest of where I was. So no testing was available until the beginning of April, I believe. We haven’t had new cases where I live in a few weeks but I’m glad it’s still available.