My sig. other is still in the hospital. He seems to be improving. Tomorrow I might get told to come pick him up. However, I don't feel I can cope with his care all alone. Thanks to COVID we have no home attendant. My bf just lost his ability to stand and hold his weight. I feel I can't handle caring for him 24/7 alone. But I don't want him to go to a nursing home. The VA has a hospice unit. I want to see if he can go there. This pandemic is a special nightmare for people in our situation.

My anxiety is through the roof. I’m having a panic attack right now. I can’t imagine why. My daughter will be here is a few hours to stay for the month. What is wrong with me?