I honestly don’t know if I have BPD. I’ve been diagnosed with traits and with EDD by different docs.

Yes, my issues are with interpersonal relationships. Yes, there have been several I could describe as intense and unstable.

Most of all, my husband.
Now it’s my oldest son, who I have loved immensely until he turned on us.
I lost my sister over nothing, she acted much more unstable than me tbh.
Ex bfs have been intense and unstable, but I broke up with them- not the other way around.

So I don’t know how much is a problem with me. But there is an ongoing bad intimacy problem with my marriage and I am just exhausted.

I’ve even had gfs who could be described the same and had to end it with them.
It’s more like I am a magnet for them, not that I am the aggressor in any of these problematic relationships.

But now I’m on serious meds to cope, and I. Am. Just. Exhausted.