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He said that I don't seem to be able to connect with the emotions.

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Hmmmm. Sounds like me reading my poem like a grocery list. I have a lot of trouble touching the emotion also Sol. It's so hard, I think because it's so painful.

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Am I making any sense whatsoever? I

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Soliaree,
Your post makes absolutely perfect sense to me. I split out a long time ago as well. The work of putting ourselves back together is excruciating. Big hugs for you.