So, i've been in a toxic relationship for more than a year now. I myself, and other people, agree that me and my significant other (S.O) are both toxic. Even before we started dating, I saw red flags in him, there were things I didn't like about him, but I tried to accept him for how he viewed life. The whole summary is, I tried to look past his flaws, but he wouldn't do the same in mine. I don't know there's a lot in my mind. It's hard to arrange my thoughts. I'm still hurting, to the point where I got so depressed and I know other kids have it bad. But.. that's it

Due to the CoVid19 crisis, we haven't seen each other since and we've been fighting a lot through texts and calls. But now, I decided to just ignore him even if I knew it would cause more trouble. I just want clarity.