Yep. Absolutely. I am angered right now even just thinking about how he has been towards me. He even got me to take the blame for a couple of fights because I had been drinking, and he blamed it all on me drinking and getting fiesty with him. When still, he was the one who started every single fight we've ever had by raising his voice at me.

Perhaps I should just leave him right now. I almost don't see the point of even trying. It feels hopeless.