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Originally Posted by Have Hope
I need strength and courage. I do not want to end up like that woman on my Facebook group. This could happen in a month or six months from now. Maybe I'm going about it the wrong way, but is there really a right way or a wrong way? I don't think so. There's individual preferences. I'm doing it the way I feel best and most comfortable with. Who knows? Maybe three weeks from now I will feel differently, I don't know, and maybe I'll be done with it all at that point. A crazy, illogical part of me wants to enjoy the loving aspects I am receiving right now and fall back into it again... back into love, like falling backwards into a soft cushion. It does feel good.
I feel a bit crazy. My emotions are all over the place.
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You’re not crazy @Have Hope ; It’s perfectly human to want to feel loved and wanted. But at the same time it’s very good that you are well aware of the logical aspect of it. You are clearly seeing everything with eyes wide open. Obviously there has been a lot of love between you and your husband. Of course your emotions are going to be all over the place.