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Old May 15, 2020, 01:30 PM
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Originally Posted by lady411 View Post
You’re not crazy @Have Hope ; It’s perfectly human to want to feel loved and wanted. But at the same time it’s very good that you are well aware of the logical aspect of it. You are clearly seeing everything with eyes wide open. Obviously there has been a lot of love between you and your husband. Of course your emotions are going to be all over the place.
thank you. there is a lot of love, yes. and yes, my emotions are going haywire. I am definitely too aware of all the logistics and it's overwhelming. I am trying not to think of logistical details that would hold me in fear of leaving him. i want to leave him if I decide it's best for my mental health. and then I will worry about the logistics. I can't think of those right now, or else I get scared. and yeah, my eyes are wide open. thanks for the validation.
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