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Originally Posted by Kcymry
Due to the CoVid19 crisis, we haven't seen each other since and we've been fighting a lot through texts and calls. But now, I decided to just ignore him even if I knew it would cause more trouble. I just want clarity.
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People in general are feeling a heightened level of stress due to the covid19. In your situation, I'd use covid19 to your advantage and break it off with him. Why? You can't see him now, anyway.. and, if you're self-harming, this relationship is not at all worth it.
Toxic behaviours feed toxic behaviours and you seem to know yourself well enough to conclude that some of it is coming from your end.
Instead of asking someone to understand "your" toxicity, I'd instead work on the root cause that's triggering you.
Positive efforts create positive changes which introduces us to other positive people.
Stay strong and let him go.