So my partners schedules are dense so he has 4 days off every week . So I guess I could be flexible in giving him the time that he needs . I understand he’s doing a lot of night shifts , I know it’s draining , I know he’s doing a lot for us. but at the same time I don’t want this to become a vicious cycle where I’m getting less and less of him . And I just wish he could communicate with me instead of getting himself so sick .

And I’m looking for advice and emotional support ..

Thank you for all of your replies thus far , knowing I’m not crazy I guess is a good first step.