I was confused as to whether I should
post this in Relationships and communication, but the thing is I had dream yesterday and I was just devastated by what happened in it. At the end of the dream, I was with my family in a group of many other families brought there by a mob boss's henchmen to be executed. The fact that makes me suffer is the fact that it was my family, not just myself that was going to be executed. Luckily, I woke up before that, but I couldn't even process the thought of that happening to my family. Yesterday, I hear that my aunt's melanoma spread to her liver and other parts. I'm really scared for her and her kids and everyone else

Her son and daughter are so joyful and happy... Something I don't have and something I never want them to lose. I'm really sacred...