I have written notes and email to him about things. He is very generous with his replies and has never charged me for them.

Somethings I don’t like writing down because then someone else could read it. Although there are so many things I would write I think he would get sick of hearing from me pretty fast, so I try not to do it too often. I imagine him doing things at home or with his family and then his phone goes off and it’s me being A needy pain in the *** and it makes me want to hide and throw up.

I think it’s a good idea for you to email her if you think it would help or be easier, I know it’s so hard to talk about.