L and I just had the discussion of what I give back to her (besides money) because sometime in the near future I might not be able to pay her.

I give her trust and love and respect. I show up on time, I'm present, I follow through on our agreements (i.e. safety plan). I always try my best. Lately I've been working on being more open and "leaning into" therapy. There are so many ways we can give back to our Ts.