I'm so sorry it's stretching on like this. Not being able to breathe is awful. I had whooping cough (allergic to shots) 10 years ago and my sats would dip into the 80s after a bad "whoop" and it just felt terrible.

I'm doing ok. My family issues are stable I guess. I tried to write about it and I just can't put it into words yet.

If anyting I'm too relaxed . All I want to do is sleep. I'm up now because I had slept 3 hours before I woke up at 12:30. I'll get back to sleep and sleep another long time. Depression sleep. It's been a long time since I've had it.

Continuing to pray for You and Steve. He's very lucky to have you.