I bought a gorgeous dress that was meant for our anniversary celebration, and I truly hope that I will be wearing it in October. We had planned a romantic weekend getaway at a beautiful B&B for our anniversary in May, but we had to delay until October due to COVID-19. So we have a date set and have half the money down on this inn. It's a gorgeous wooded spot with a 2-person hot tub in the bathroom and a two-way gas fireplace that can be seen from the bathroom and living area. The dress I bought is an adorable and sexy cocktail dress with pearls and lace. It's really pretty. It arrived in the mail yesterday.

I do feel far more hopeful that things will work out. Things have been wonderful between us lately, and I have that feeling of love back again.

I guess if we fall apart before Oct, I can wear the dress on another occasion. It would have to be a black tie occasion or a super dressy one, but I could wear it sometime I suppose. I am learning how to live in the moment and not worry SO much about the future. The future is unknown, though it is also good to plan ahead and anticipate what may be coming next.