I don't know why..I just can't. I don't think I'm strong enough. But I like your idea!! It hasn't gotten bad yet but I know it is the calm before the storm. I haven't self injured yet..but I don't know if I'm going to make it through the night or not. It probaly doesn't help I've had little sleep (senior trip doesn't allow for a large amount of sleep), I've had the worst urges all week..I dreamt about it the past few days, And me and my best friend aren't getting along right now. When it rains it pours.

Maybe I'll get lucky and they'll just stay quiet like this all night..silence is golden. I will go put on my headphones and crash if they do start.

I feel guilty when I talk about my parents in a negative matter..is that normal?