Getting tired of being hurt over and over again. A so called friend of over at least 6 years If not longer from the United kingdom decides to randomly blame me from the president and government opening things in us and saying I follow whatever they say . Just completely random . This isn't the first time I've been hurt . I was used by a guy on Facebook till he went back to his ex wife , sexually abused by a man who knew I was I was hurt by what the guy did to me before , so called other friends didn't believe me when I told them I got abused , tried to destroy me on Facebook. I guess maybe its cause I was sheltered as a child , my parents were older and sick , my older sister is abusively . Maybe I'm just too dumb to see I'm being used and use to the abuse and can't tell the difference between not being abused and love . I don't understand why I keep being a target. Needing some kind words and some hugs