My best friend also does therapy in English although her first language is Swedish. She says she prefers English as it has many more words to describe things and feelings etc. In Swedish they don’t have that many, she says it isn’t a very emotional language. I’m sorry I don’t know about the Japanese language, maybe (sorry if I’m wrong!) it’s the reverse for you? Do you feel more when you speak Japanese? Are there more, different ways to say things? Like more connected? Is there any way you can do art or sounds to bridge the language gap?

I’m sorry you can’t have therapy in your own language, it must be so odd.