so... I have spent... some (as in alot of time)... trying to find something that would help...

even went out to some of the boards that are strictly for ED's..

and.. the IP... treatment programs are wooooooow.. expensive...

and it sounds like... the "real" thing that works... is a team..

a therapist, a dietcian, a pdoc, and a medical doctor....all working together...

welllllllllll.... my pdoc.. could give "two hoots" whether I have an ED or not.. and the rest of the pdocs.. even if they did care - have waiting lists.. or not taking new patients...

my MD -..... says "nothing I can help with" as did my previous MD...

my therapist... well he says "intergration"...the "cure all"

and dietcian.. have tried that... and she put me.. on a strict "diet"... most of the foods.. of which I couldn't eat because they gave me IBS...that was a few years ago.. she would weigh me.. to make sure.. I stayed.. at weight.. blah.. the end all... the weight.. blah.. to her...

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... I wonder if I have a "bad" attitude...

And I am not "trying hard enough"????????????

that isn't a "real" question by the way....

eating disorders..... I give up.. after a while..

it is try... try... try... try...

then

frustration........................

then...

give up.. give up... give up...

then

try... try.. try...

I have even... tried to get other members that do not have ED's... to lend a hand here.. to gain so more support... in this forum... so when we are all feeling rotten... they could help..

but... well.. that didn't work... ya know....though there are a few that visit.. which is wonderful....

I did find some interesting facts.... wondering why... my body gets flused with heat... and has an intolerance to cold... well seems that is common in bulemics... who knew???????