I caved in and realized I do not miss it or want it. I am strong enough to not to make it a habit because Ive already gone more than four months without it.

It was so nasty and reminded me of everything I hate about smoking: tasted nasty and it lingered in my mouth, I can still smell it in my nostrils and on my hand, and my lungs constricted till it was hard to breathe. It also made me dizzy and nauseous. I didnt even smoke the whole thing.

Nope, not gonna keep smoking, but it was driving me crazy and last night was more than I could handle.