I am going to take that letter I wanted to send her and just put it away. I am sure if I come across it in the future I will be glad I didn't send it.
This is an unusual time. Normally I would be out and about and had plans to be more social in 2020 with the expressed wish to make new friends.
I should just hang tight. I am feeling nostalgic because we always celebrated our birthday at the same time and exchange nice gifts and cards.
Too bad. I really must suck it up and get a bit stronger.