Hi,

I have been communicating with a married man but realize his priority is not me. He is nice to me and wants to visit me after the corona virus situation dies down. However, I realize I don't need him in my life. Yes, he has been supportive of me and gives me advice. But, I know he won't be there for me when I really need help. He can't because he has a wife and children. I like being alone anyways. I like him but realize since I have not met him in person I can be just fantasizing about him.


I am going to work on myself. I want to get into shape. I am exercising and eating healthy. But, I still eat too much. I eat a lot I noticed. So, I need to cut down on my intake. I also want to improve my appearance.


I like being alone I found out. I have my freedom to do what I want. Nobody tells me what to do. I also like my job for now. Although I am not working that much, I am happy with my job.


As a result, I'm going to try to find a way to be happy with being alone. I don't need anybody honestly. I love my family although they are dysfunctional. They are all I need for now.