Aw, please hang in there, Sunset-L.

A lot of members in these forums will relate to the loneliness you feel. I certainly can. That's why logging onto PC has been, in many respects, a lifeline, away from loneliness.

Anyway, keep believing things will change Sunset-L, and I appreciated reading your post. I empathized with it. Stay in the world for a while longer and see what happens.