Anyone start doing well and then want to SH again? I'm at 115 days without SH-ing and yet that is what I want to do. I mean, I don't want to want to, but I want to. I think I'm scared of what life is going to be like without that "safety net" which I know is a weird way to describe SH but it feels like it is safer than a lot of other things I could do.


I'm using the tools in my coping toolkit and I don't think I will actually SH. I'm just trying to deal with the thoughts and emotions of wanting to. Just thought I would put this out there in case anyone can relate. It would be nice to be encouraged if anyone can relate. HUGS kit