I'm sorry you are feeling so down, MissCharlotte, and I'm sorry your T has gone away.

He'll be back. You have his key. You have us.

I think he wants you to see a new pdoc because he is worried about you. This shows he cares. But if you don't want to see another one, tell him. Maybe talking further with your current pdoc will help him know better what to prescribe.

you aren't defective.