Very unhappy, chaotic and emotionally unstable. My parents had an arranged marriage, my mom was a teen and my biological father was 8 years older. As a result, they weren't ready to be parents. I'm the eldest daughter, so at a very young age I was put to work caring for my younger siblings, doing housework and being treated like a servant. My sister has always been a selfish and self serving person, so she and I never became friends, even though I wanted to be her friend. We lived with my grandparents and aunt, so we were poor but we got what we needed and never went hungry.

We were physically, verbally and emotionally abused, as well as my mother. I'm pretty sure my biological father is a narcissist with sociopathic tendencies. He lacks empathy for everyone, including his own kids. I won't go into details, but eventually it got so bad my mom left my biological father and moved us to her parents house. I hated it. Her parents preferred my sister because she was bubbly, prettier and in their eyes, the perfect child. I was also bullied in school. I had a few friends, and that was a bright light for me. My biological father won custody of us, and we went back to him, and it was a hellish experience after that. I'm surprised to be alive at all.