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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty
I can't say whether you are a sociopath or psychopath because I am not a psychotherapist or a psychiatrist. But it sounds like you have empathy. You are able to show grief and feel bad if you see someone hurting. You seem to be able to realize if you hurt someone/something. I think these sound like good qualities. Don't worry about labels. Just try to be the best you that you can be. HUGS Kit
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Well, I mean, I don't want to be a sociopath and I already proven myself i'm not a psychopath by these incidents and my constant low scores on ASPD tests. So if I can get rid of the violent thoughts and urges? That would be good, I just want to be healthy and happy.
I don't want negative intrusive thoughts about soft, fluffy, or innocent creatures. I love them. The problem is I cannot really feel other's pain, it was just that moment I felt and noticed that bird's pain... other than that, I am really compassionate. It's just somehow I have these violent thoughts and urges, I never wanted or asked for, but they just happened somehow.
God I miss the good times without the thoughts. I miss being able to jam to power metal without worrying about my violent thoughts trying to take over, I miss not being numb, I miss watching anime with motivation.