Spoke to my case manager last night. She is definitely going to discharge me next time which is in two weeks. I'm excited and anxious. I'm excited because she thinks I'm doing well and I've done "the work" and met the goals and she talked to my providers and got them all on the same page. She's given me tools to work with and now I just gotta keep it up. She says if I keep it up I will be successful. Still I'm anxious because she's such a positive, encouraging person and who wouldn't want that in your life? I'm anxious about losing the support but I know I have tools and I know who I can go to for support. It's sort of bittersweet I guess. But I'm going to try to think of it positively. I've done a good job. She's proud of me. She thinks I'm doing well. I don't know if I am getting better or just getting more stable. But either way I'll take it. Still I might have to take some anxiety medication today. She was really helpful to me post hospitalization.