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Originally Posted by Iloivar
Hey, just trying to understand a few things here. You say you're certain that you won't repeat the same mistake again. But you still want to understand the psychology of what happened to fix yourself moving forward. What do you mean by that?
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Before and, now, after the event, I have despised the idea of infidelity. I'm not trying to say that what happened isn't the result of my own choices, or that I'm trying to shovel the blame off onto some psychological issue. I'm just trying to figure out what changed for me, in that moment, to do something I have so much distaste for, but I know that's probably something I have to answer on my own. More or less, I want to identify what triggered that train of thought so that I can avoid it, or at least be more apt to hold my ground if that trigger ever presents itself again.